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Tuesday, August 29, 2006

So what if you realised...

It came as a mental,spiritual shock to most 'kind-hearted' and green school leavers like us (then)that this society is really this ugly.

You can choose to be close to selected one or two but never all,especially your seniors.
Never be too attached to a company no matter how good you think they are. This is no longer a golden/metal rice bowl era. Being too attached will only hinder your progress.

So I was talking to my junior,also the ex-attachment gal to my company but now the trapped soul by B.O.S.S.
This theory should not be foreign for my friends.Haha.

It was quite a tiring Tuesday. My body was kinda aching. Maybe too because of my trusted souls were not at work today.

I just love Class 95 from 9pm onwards.Some of the slow,jazz oldies.So relaxing!

I realised I ain't blogging as well as I did. Not that I did a good job in the past but I thought I just blogged better.
Maybe I have the time to think and figured about some rhetorical stuff in the past.
Now I am just swarm by daily work, the on and off nuisances.It just grog our minds, the once active ones.

How boring adults are.
Slap yourself silly if you remembered once saying that cos' you are turning into one boring adult too.
Whatever happened about dreams,ambitions,doing what you like,marrying early,wonderful family.
All you talk and think about now is how boring work is, how lowly paid you are,how marraige @ optimum age is expensive and not quite possible and how dread a commitment is setting a family is to you.

Ditto?

I have one or two very optimistic friends whom are still in touch.
I like them alot cos' they are splashes of orange or yellow in my life.(happy colours)
Though sometimes their way of keeping optimistism(I know it's spelt wrongly.I have trouble spelling that word or does it even exists?) seem a lil' childish @ times and really, how sane it is to stay happy 24,7 in this world of bricks?
But sometimes when you always find yourself revolving around good friends that share the same view as you about life (who are more realists), yellow & orange are very welcoming colours.

Just keep going!
I ain't exactly happy @ what I received at the end of every month but I know I am good at my job. I know I am and I am gonna do more.(not exactly for this job but for my life)
I know I procrastinate alot and really alot. I am more of those that sit back and see come what May then to carry out plans as planned. Not exactly me or not me at all.
But okay..I'm trying. To do what I planned to do.
If I didnt do it,there's always 2007. =p

22 years old Miche.
Just keep ticking and you find yourself licking. (Lame..)

Just keep going,people.

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